idont know what to think bout lovee
ive been in, out, with, without
ahas
it can break your fcuken heart, rip it apart
then buryy it...
while it can make everydayy a special dayy..
make every second a memorable one

some peoplee just get over a loss
others hold on...
buh what are they holding onto?..
yeah iask myyself everydayy now
lolol.

onee minutee your abovee everyone elsee..
where only you matter
the next your nobodyy..
a stranger
sounds cliched all this shit ayee?
probably is
cause no matter how many hearts are broken..
mended and then broken again
we barely learn
and love never gets easier

ahas
just myy shittyy experiencee
buh not a day goes byy
wheree ithink of myy timee in lovee..
and while its painful
its something you wanna hold onto
where you just lock that image into you head
and flash it to yourself
and will yourself to sleep at night..
with an image
of you hand in hand...
with that person you love so very mcuhh...

sounds weird writing this
anyone can read it rightt?
while nobodyy might read it

ahas
woo...
written too mcuh forh now
feel all sad and serious
LOL